my lovers

my lovers are of different nature .sometimes i wonder how they were attracted in me.but i dont know.ithink they were attracted by my friendly ,loving nature.ofcourse i'm smart.but what they love in me?still unclear for me. but i can say onething, that is his change of mentality towards me .at first he can see me as a friend,soon he feels me more dear than anyone,then he became madly in love with me.it is at interesting but i soon awared of its problems.it affects badly for his whole life.unfortunately i can't do anything in that matter.but still i enjoyed that love.i cant get away from it.in the same time i love n hate that relation nd my mentality.for me love is a passion,an indispensable part of life.i want love and i 'm happy to give anyone lots of love....but onething ,i'm interested in love that can no limit,nor a physical love,but a soulful love...