my friends

hi dears,
i'm speaking about my friends...especially my boyfriends....in myowncase,there is much good boyfriends i had,not in the badsense..ilike them verymuch.my best friend is also a boy.i can trust them at any moment.moreover they r not a harmful or mischievous creatures for me.formerly i told there should be an attraction between me n my boyfriends.still i got some boyfriends who are very sincere in keeping good friendships.one of them mr j is my best friend,philosopher n guide.i got him from my college days.still that friendship survives...he is one of the few friends who became a genuine friend in the sake of friendship, not love...ilike friendships more than love.my first lover was jealacy to my friends,that i gave more care to them than him.i'm ready to give them as much as help i can done.actually boys r very good friends.we can say anything to a good boyfriend.they can keep the secret.but i shallnot encourage a good friendshipturns to love .in much cases that happens.almost all cases,a good friend shouldnot be a good lover,that might breake that friendship.love is selfish.it cannot encourage the mentality of sharing our wishes to anotherone,who is more important than him[lover].so friendship is the best policy....

my lovers

my lovers are of different nature .sometimes i wonder how they were attracted in me.but i dont know.ithink they were attracted by my friendly ,loving nature.ofcourse i'm smart.but what they love in me?still unclear for me. but i can say onething, that is his change of mentality towards me .at first he can see me as a friend,soon he feels me more dear than anyone,then he became madly in love with me.it is at interesting but i soon awared of its problems.it affects badly for his whole life.unfortunately i can't do anything in that matter.but still i enjoyed that love.i cant get away from it.in the same time i love n hate that relation nd my mentality.for me love is a passion,an indispensable part of life.i want love and i 'm happy to give anyone lots of love....but onething ,i'm interested in love that can no limit,nor a physical love,but a soulful love...

why sex plays a role in love....

most of the relationships are sex oriented,a few exceptions are there.why people more interested in physical beauty....i often think of that.my answer is thateveryone is conscious about onesown beauty nd in secret we all wish to be watched by everyone...the attraction between a male n female starts from their first meeting. it is controlled by the genetic hormones.then they have the strength to crush all the obstucles in front of them..love makes the pairs blind.they dont consider even their blood relations.in their eyes lover is the best n considerable person.she or he cannot even imagine the life without the other.